First Blog

Hi, I'm Pamperpuss and I'm 21.

I am taking time off from my nursing course for 9 months and continuing in september. I am hoping to sort my brain out in this time so that I feel able and confident when I go back. Not that I wasn't able before, I love nursing. So currently what I've been trying to do is set myself goals which will help me get more out of life and make life easier for myself. I have a bad habit of making things difficult for myself.
I want to feel like I can be proud of what i've achieved and I've never really done that much before. Mainly because I was lazy and I don't really like competing with other people which is what I considered life at school to be. I went to an all girls school and now all it brings to mind is Mean Girls and this video Jenna Mourey made about why girls hate each other. 

Love Jenna Mourey, think she is a funny, intelligent, hot tamali. I generally agree with her and I think a lot of girls behaviour is to do with low self confidence which is a problem of mine. That's why I want to be a model, to destroy my confidence even further...

Well I would like to do some modelling but obviously not for that purpose. Even though it does make you feel shit about yourself. It's not a good idea for someone with low self confidence to go into it but as I usually do the opposite to what would be sensible. Modelling is something I'd like to do so I might as well do a half arsed effort in trying to get some work (I don't want to set my heart on things, I like to try avoid disappointment.) and if I don't get something then it doesn't matter but if I do, then it's a bonus. I just like to keep my doors open. It is something that I have enjoyed ever since I helped some of my class mates out in Sixth Form during A Levels.

I mainly helped out my friend who blogs as Bread Babies, I will post a link to her profile later. 

Here are some of the photographs she took of me for her Tribal Project.